I am Crying

 

crying

 

I am crying not because I am weak its just because I want to clean away all my fears that are hidden in my eyes.
Fears of being insulted.
Fears of losing faith in myself.
Fears of being betrayed by my closest one.
Fears of losing battles of my life.
Fears of bothering about words that are not even meant for me.
I just want to make myself strong before overcoming all the storm that will knock at my door.

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A Day with My Friends

A Day with My Friends

 

I was sitting beside the window with out any thought cause i was tired of thinking about stuffs that has always annoyed  me.So i thought of giving a minute to myself. No matter how tensed i am, no matter how sad i am the light of the sun , the whispering of the birds the murmuring sound of the wind playing with the bridge has always turned my sadness mood into jovial.Though these thing has always tried to give me happiness but the rain has loved me more than anything.It was about a day when the light of the sun fade away and a bunch of cloud appeared on the lap of the sky along with darkness.I loved it and the fragrance of the rain has already knocked the window and told me to watch it with pleasure.It was about to rain before that a strong wind took place and it made me recall all the pain of my life but as the rain started it made me calm and i felt like it has already  washed away all my pains and sorrow .Books are my best friends .I have lots of books beside my window.I thought myself blessed for having my two friends along with me . The rain and my books.The rain was gently falling and my eyes scanned the book.I was just lost in myself . Reality was something else.Life is not about to enjoy reading books along with the rain and i got to realize as the rain stopped.My life turned into its own place like a flash back .