I am crying not because I am weak its just because I want to clean away all my fears that are hidden in my eyes.
Fears of being insulted.
Fears of losing faith in myself.
Fears of being betrayed by my closest one.
Fears of losing battles of my life.
Fears of bothering about words that are not even meant for me.
I just want to make myself strong before overcoming all the storm that will knock at my door.
I was sitting beside the window with out any thought cause i was tired of thinking about stuffs that has always annoyed me.So i thought of giving a minute to myself. No matter how tensed i am, no matter how sad i am the light of the sun , the whispering of the birds the murmuring sound of the wind playing with the bridge has always turned my sadness mood into jovial.Though these thing has always tried to give me happiness but the rain has loved me more than anything.It was about a day when the light of the sun fade away and a bunch of cloud appeared on the lap of the sky along with darkness.I loved it and the fragrance of the rain has already knocked the window and told me to watch it with pleasure.It was about to rain before that a strong wind took place and it made me recall all the pain of my life but as the rain started it made me calm and i felt like it has already washed away all my pains and sorrow .Books are my best friends .I have lots of books beside my window.I thought myself blessed for having my two friends along with me . The rain and my books.The rain was gently falling and my eyes scanned the book.I was just lost in myself . Reality was something else.Life is not about to enjoy reading books along with the rain and i got to realize as the rain stopped.My life turned into its own place like a flash back .
Life is all about digging up happiness no matter how deep it is and thinking of it a hard work is what sadness is. I was loss in a sea of nameless faces, and thought the world is not for but for the people all around me.I was trying to build a little place for me , a place of peace and happiness. I tried and tried but never gave up and at end got to see the ocean waves rising for me.The wave of the ocean didn’t let me to sink rather it has helped me to float with an ease.
I have learned to enjoy life even in my ups and down.Though it has showed me a hundred reasons to cry but the bunch of happiness that my friends gave,showed me a thousand reasons to smile.I laugh and laugh like an idiot at each and every moment when they are along with me.My life has become a beautiful ship and i might not need any mariner’s compass to steer my ship cause my friends have already pulled it towards a beautiful path. My friends taught me how to dance in the rain , how to shine in the darkness and how to flow with an ease during a storm.I started trusting them beyond words, beyond everything.Life has become a daydream and i think i have already won a loss bet.
Remember one thing, a true friend can make your life far more better than it was, and it can pull you out from a dark hole and might bring you in a paradise but a fake friend can ruin your life within a second and can push you towards darkness from where you might not come back again. So think before you choose your friends cause it depends only and only on you.
The moon is the lantern of my life.It has always tried to create a mood at midnight along with the wind and it has always been a pleasure to watch .At night when the moon swings on the lap of the sky,i sit in the courtyard and the moon wink at me through the cloud above .Often i sit with a copy and pen and try to write some beautiful lines that comes in my mind.
I gazed at the back and saw thousand mistakes of mine, but the best thing that happened was I got to learn lesson which i might not forget in my entire life , I smiled at my mistakes rather than regretting on it cause i know life itself is a teacher and we are in a state of constant learning. Wasting your life in regretting is the most stupidest thing one can actually do.
I could see a bright future of mine but the only problem is , I just need a little push so that i could keep going on and on without any pause.
Reality is something else, where there is a problem there is a life, once you get rid of your problems your life would come to a halt, cause life is all about challenges .
I keep thinking on how to get rid of my problems,but once I get rid of it i feel lonely, it might because problems keeps me busy and makes me much more happy once i found a solution, cause some one said “challenges are what makes life interesting and overcoming is what makes life meaningful”.
Never the less don’t loose your hope cause where there is a hope, there is a life and remember one thing difficult road often lead to a beautiful destination.